Yes, I said it.
Don’t be so afraid of them…confront them.
Say, “Hey, wait a minute. Who said that?”
Whose are you, beloved?
Are you created by the Almighty One, the Holy God of Heaven? The One and Only true God?
So you’re at your lowest low…
The pit of the valley…
The darkest darkness…
I hear you say, “well, you don’t know what I did,” or “you don’t even have the faintest idea of what was done to me…”
And you’re right.
I don’t.
but I know firsthand what I did, and what was done to me…
Isn’t God even there? He said that even if we make our bed in hell, He is there. (Psalm 139:8)
When I was in the darkest hell of my life, I thought I was absolutely all alone until one night when I was bathing my third child. I’ll never forget the sweetest voice ever to speak say to me, “This is not Me.”
So if you can’t hear Him saying that to you, let me say it, write it, so you can read and re-read it, so you can hear it… This is NOT Him.
The suicidal thoughts you are having are not from God in heaven. From the Holy Maker of the Universe. They are not from Yahweh.
They are from your own self-hatred, or they are straight from hell.
Stop hating yourself.
Stop listening to your own thoughts or mostly the evil thoughts that accuse you, steal your peace, kill your hope, and destroy your dream.
They are diabolical.
Satan would rather officially bury you right now than for you to find out what God is about to do with this mess in your life… you’re right on the cusp of breakthrough- can’t you see?
Hasn’t someone told you? Hasn’t someone told you that all this is just an attempt to shake you to slow you down, then slow you so much you’ll stop altogether?
The lies stop here, today.
You have the ability through Christ to overcome them by His blood, and His name.
Stop believing the lies from hell that you should no longer live.
Stop allowing those imaginations and thoughts from hell to invade and overwhelm you and tear you down and accuse you.
Stop considering it.
You’re almost out, and God calls you, and He is saying, “son, daughter… don’t you dare give up.” (I Looked Up, Sons of Sunday).
Keep running the race set before you. If you cannot run, keep walking. If you cannot walk, keep stepping. If you cannot step, keep crawling. If you cannot crawl, keep reaching, if you cannot reach, keep calling and speaking the holy and powerful and chain breaking name of Jesus Christ.
He’s one call away.
God is already running toward you to rescue everything, to fix it all completely and forever.
He’s running toward you, prodigal, you who are brave enough to come back home. (Luke 15)

“For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh. For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ,”
II Corinthians 10:3-5 NKJV
https://bible.com/bible/114/2co.10.4-5.NKJV
“Then I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, “Now salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of His Christ have come, for the accuser of our brethren, who accused them before our God day and night, has been cast down.”
Revelation 12:10 NKJV
https://bible.com/bible/114/rev.12.10.NKJV
“The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly. “I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd gives His life for the sheep.”
John 10:10-11 NKJV
https://bible.com/bible/114/jhn.10.10-11.NKJV
“And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart.”
Galatians 6:9 NKJV
https://bible.com/bible/114/gal.6.9.NKJV
“Then He said: “A certain man had two sons. And the younger of them said to his father, ‘Father, give me the portion of goods that falls to me.’ So he divided to them his livelihood. And not many days after, the younger son gathered all together, journeyed to a far country, and there wasted his possessions with prodigal living. But when he had spent all, there arose a severe famine in that land, and he began to be in want. Then he went and joined himself to a citizen of that country, and he sent him into his fields to feed swine. And he would gladly have filled his stomach with the pods that the swine ate, and no one gave him anything. “But when he came to himself, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger! I will arise and go to my father, and will say to him, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you, and I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Make me like one of your hired servants.” ’ “And he arose and came to his father. But when he was still a great way off, his father saw him and had compassion, and ran and fell on his neck and kissed him. And the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and in your sight, and am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ “But the father said to his servants, ‘Bring out the best robe and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand and sandals on his feet. And bring the fatted calf here and kill it, and let us eat and be merry; for this my son was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ And they began to be merry.”
Luke 15:11-24 NKJV
https://bible.com/bible/114/luk.15.12-23.NKJV

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